Yes, I'm back but for 1 week only because classes will start again very soon. Tomorrow's my dad's birthday but I was hoping to see my highschool friends tomorrow and I don't think I can come because of my dad. I totally forgot my dad's birthday. I was thinking if I should move my plan on meeting with my friends on wednesday. Tuesday is a no too because it will be our enrollment. Thankfully, I will be a junior now in the field of Nursing, I'm so excited and happy. I'm praying that I won't get to the top section again, I know it's really good when you get up there, people look up to you because they think you're smart, but I really don't like it, never. I can't enjoy my course when I was once there. (To be continued).

Feeling: moody

 We had our 2 days duty at OsMun, today and yesterday. We were assigned at Station 4, I've handled a pedia client again yesterday, that time, I felt totally different about myself, I caught myself laughing with my client's relatives especially her mom. As usual, we took vital signs, plotting and TPR sheet. I really adore our clinical instructor, it was her second time to handle us, she's strict, OC (obesessive-compulsive) like me, maybe that's why, I felt that she also like me, maybe because of my attitude, I wasn't late, I always ask questions, not too much, but to clarify things and I always report on time. She usually gave me easy tasks and I'm always the first one to finish those tasks compared to my groupmates. Srsly, I really like her.

We had our individual Oral CNP today before we go home. It was my first time to get a 1.0 in my nursing care plan, well, I think I just deserve it because I really studied the case of my client and my C.I. was surprised on what I did. Yesterday, she already gave my a grade on my LFD, I think only 2 of us got a grade yesterday. And I got 1.50 on my performance yesterday and I just hope I got a higher grade today.

My pc's still broken, I'm currently here in a computer cafe since last night, yeah. I am again the one who did our group's brochure, and supposedly, we don't have classes tomorrow but we will have our dry run so I guess, I have to go. Still on Hiatus. :]

We already had our midterm exams 2 days ago, I wasn't happy at all to everything happening to me, my computer got broken again last 3 days ago so I think I won't be updating my blog again and I'll definitely miss Farm Town at Facebook. I'm currently using again my sister's laptop so I guess I'll be here just for 2-3 days then I'll be gone again.

This week's so frustrating, my duty at Manila Naval Hospital is good, I injected a man who's a soldier actually, and then I got pricked by the needle, I know that my blood can be contaminated by his but what can I do? So I let it bleed and then used alcohol to wash it. I was worried back then of how should I do, and also, I help a baby for her nebulizer, she's so cute. I got to know more of my friends because this hospital's just near at Market-Market so my friends and I went there to go shopping/window shopping. At our second day of malling, I saw Martin, yes, my old friend way back in highschool, I think that he really saw me there and he's walking in front of us then I called him but he didn't talk to me, damn. He went straight to the C.R. and my friends and I also went to the c.r. and then when we got outside, he's gone. I never saw him again.

My exam on nutrition was so difficult, I was totally in shocked. And our exam on NCM isn't that difficult if I really got a time to review, the reason that I didn't have enough time to review is I was doing my requirement on NCM, paperworks, 6 nursing care plans but I just finished 4 ncps. Thankfully, I passed the exam on NCM, 66/100. We're only 3 students who got passed.

I'm currently on: HIATUS

I'll be back maybe when my pc is already fix.

Listening: Green Day - Holiday
Feeling: uncomfortable

I was really pissed off with my classmates, not all of them, but some of them. I really dunno what's their problem about me. I don't mind their lives so why bother mine? Eventhough some of them really haven't talked to me since last semester, they think that I'm a dislikeable person for them. Godammit, God knows it all. If they think that I'm a kind of person who's plastic or feelingera, who the hell are they to judge me? They even don't know me at all.

So am I blaming God again?

I really don't want to tell ALL the reasons why I'm feeling like this, this post should've been posted a long time ago. I was just being patient.

Feeling: lethargic

Maybe, now is the time that I should post my summer-ender post though it's not yet the end of my summer or everybody's summer. Well, due to my summer class, I won't be around as much as I could like before. I'll post the list of what I've done when I'm still spending my vacation.

Bokura Ga Ita. So I finished this series a month ago, I watched this over the internet and wrote what I've felt on this anime series. This is the first thing I did.

Paris Hilton's BFF. I'm also watching this series at MTV whenever I got nothing else to do.

Fushigi Yugi ova Eikouden. This is actually on Animax, I really don't know it's schedule so I haven't finished it yet.

Paradise Kiss. Also on Animax, it's one of my favorites so I don't care how many times I watch it.

Movies. (Cloverfield, Ripley Underground, Underworld 3, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, etc.) I really planned on going to a movie marathon.

DVDs. Just yesterday, I bought 3 anime series which are Death Note, Maburaho & Nana. I also bought Korean/Japanese horror movies. I haven't tried watching any of these.

Derma. I went to my dermatologist to buy some creams for my skin asthma.

Antipolo. I went in our house at Antipolo to chill. I used my sister's laptop all day for playing games, watching movies, etc. This is the day when I lost my sister's 1,000 Php.

Layout. I also made a new layout for my blog and this is my current theme as of now.

Eastwood city. I went there with my sister just to take pictures, we also went to her office.

Nurse. My first calling happened 2 weeks ago after my sister and I went to Eastwood, we encounter some accident on the high-way, there's someone lying on the street, he's with his motorcycle and people were around him, they couldn't touch him at all because it will be more dangerous for that person and there was a truck in front of him. Since it's holy week, vehicles were driving fast, I guess. I just can't help myself, I really wanted to help during that time.

Facebook. How can I forget? I was so addicted on their applications: Farm Town, My Farm, Yoville, Pet Society, Restaurant City.

Past. This summer is also the time when I found out that my last ex bf has a new girlfriend.

Religion. I realized I was being Agnostic and I didn't went to church until now.

Friends. Still hanging out with some old friends like Manoel, and talked to Karen of course. But I didn't talked to Riza the whole summer vacation. I didn't go with her at the beach.

Summer class. My grades really payed off last semester. My first day was last thursday and it was nice to see my classmates again, and of course Riza. I again, eat California Maki, and I really miss the fast food restaurants around there. But our clinical instructors are disappointments, we are handled by third year CIs already.

Final Schedule. Our summer class might end at May 18. We only have midterms and finals. I'm not aiming high this time since our CIs are different so for sure, I'll find it hard to cope up.

Monday & Tuesday - NCM rle/duty/immersion. YES! We'll be having our immersion even if it's summer. Stubborn.

Thursday-Saturday - Sad to say, we have class.

So wednesdays and sundays are day-off.

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