I am so f***ng retarded. I am really exhausted memorizing those basic nursing skills. I don't know why. It's maybe because of the crazy schedule I have for this silly demonstrations. Like today I have to get my ass off for 3 in the afternoon because I have to perform only one skill, chest tube care. With just one skill I have to experience the burden of taking a bath, memorizing 21 skill procedure, brushing my teeth, and spending my 3 hours on the school. Imagine?. 

At least I am done with almost 5 nursing skills already. And what's more worst is we have to provide the supplies needed on our return demonstrations. I really need money this season. I have a large list of my wishes today, that I myself is subjected to buy them. Darn! Who the hell will give me a piece og headset from bose', a bag from adidas and a pair of shoes from adidas also. But on the top my list is a jacket with a hood from adidas. Luckily I have $50 and 750 php on hand. But it was not enough to buy those things I have written on my wishlist. I need to find my ninongs and ninangs this christmas. 

Another thing is I have a hard time allocating my time for such occassions, like going to my highschool friend's house, due to my loaded and fucking busy schedule. I am really praying hard that I could graduate already. You know! so that I can feel the air of liberty and the freedom from those large books, from the patients in the hospital and from those people who really pissed my ass off in my college.

Well, that's it for today!